tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-42861102781106984602024-03-05T10:54:57.049+05:30The Second Face of LoveSuraj Ghimirehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10612081115861416870noreply@blogger.comBlogger13125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4286110278110698460.post-86407804612689999312014-11-22T21:11:00.002+05:302014-11-22T21:11:23.388+05:30फेरि अरु कुनै दिन. (Some day again)<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<b>फेरि अरु कुनै दिन.</b><br /><br />
"आज फेरि एक पल्ट तिमिलाई सम्झेर मुसुक्क हास्न मन लाग्यो किन भन न?"<br />
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किन?<br />
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भो, पछी कुनै अरु दिन भनौला, हाम्रो अरु भेटहरुमा "<br />
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"अनि तिम्रो त्यो 'अरु भेटहरु' आएनन भने नि? " उनले झट्टै सोधी हालिन<br />
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"कसरी न आउनु, बगेको खोला त पानि को रुप लिएर बर्षात भई कुनै न कुनै दिन फर्की आउनु पर्छ भने...."<br />
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अनि त्यो समय लाई पर्खि रहने हाम्रो जीवन त्यति लामो छ र?<br />
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साहेद छैन, तर हिजो जसरी तिमि अनि मेरो भेट भयो, भोलि पनि त्यहि स्वरुपमा हुनु नै छ, अनि यी सब हुन कति समय लाग्दो रहेछ त हैन र?<br />
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"हामी दुई जनाको भेट त्यस दिन त्यो कलेजमा न भएको भए के हुने थियो है?" उनको यो अनौठो प्रश्नले मलाई एक छिन चुप पार्यो, तर मैले फेरि भने,<br />
"साहेद अरु कुनै दिन हुन्थ्यो होला, हाम्रो कलेज त्यति ठुलो पनि त थिएन नि !"<br />
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अनि हामी दुई जना मध्ये कोहि एकले त्यो कलेजमा नाम न लेखको भए नि?<br />
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साहेद कुनै दिन समय चक्र अनुरुप हाम्रो कुनै एक ठाउँमा भेट हुने थियो अनि चुम्बकीय शक्ति झैँ हाम्रो भावनाले एक अर्कालाई परिचय गराउने थियो|<br />
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तिमि साच्चै मान्छौ है यी सब कुराहरु लाई?<br />
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पहिले त मान्दिन थिए, तर तिमिलाई पाए देखि मान्न थालेको छु |<br />
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अ ह... अनि अरु...<br />
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अरु कुनै दिन, फेरि अरु कुनै दिन.....उनको समयमा<br />
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Suraj Ghimirehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10612081115861416870noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4286110278110698460.post-75112751414976169422014-05-10T13:34:00.003+05:302014-05-10T13:39:17.271+05:30Is Love all about LUST?<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
Love is all about LUST?<br />
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While coming to this random post, I happened to ask myself, Is love all about LUST?<br />
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A boy kills her partner in living relation because he finds she is trying to marry someone else.<br />
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Isn't Love all about Giving a free will?<br />
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Need to ask again, Hope this blog will provoke many to ask such question and help them re-define love.<br />
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</span><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><u>Acceptance</u></b>-
Because, The God, my lord accepted me as I was. He accepted me though I was
sinner and he didn’t apply any condition to accept me… </div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">Romans 15.7 (accept one another, then for the glory of God, as Christ
has accepted you)</b></div>
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</span><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><u>Redemption</u></b>-
despite of our sin, he not only accepted me, but he also saved me from the
terrible death.</div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">2. Corinthians 1.10 – from such terrible dangers of death, he saved us
and will save us and we have placed our hope in him that he will save us again.</b></div>
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</span><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><u>Grace</u></b>-
and all because of his these, he has shown his grace on me, and he says, he has
sufficient grace for me and all the people he loves…</div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">(2. Corinthians 12.9) </b><span class="apple-style-span"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="background: none repeat scroll 0% 0% white; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; font-size: 10.5pt;">But he said to me,</span></b></span><span class="apple-converted-space"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="background: none repeat scroll 0% 0% white; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; font-size: 10.5pt;"> </span></b></span><span class="wordsofchrist"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="background: none repeat scroll 0% 0% white; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; font-size: 10.5pt;">"My grace</span></b></span><a href="http://www.blogger.com/blogger.g?blogID=4286110278110698460" name="1"></a><span class="apple-converted-space"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="background: none repeat scroll 0% 0% white; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; font-size: 10.5pt;"> </span></b></span><span class="wordsofchrist"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="background: none repeat scroll 0% 0% white; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; font-size: 10.5pt;">is sufficient for you, for my power</span></b></span><a href="http://www.blogger.com/blogger.g?blogID=4286110278110698460" name="2"></a><span class="apple-converted-space"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="background: none repeat scroll 0% 0% white; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; font-size: 10.5pt;"> </span></b></span><span class="wordsofchrist"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="background: none repeat scroll 0% 0% white; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; font-size: 10.5pt;">is made perfect in weakness.<a href="http://www.blogger.com/blogger.g?blogID=4286110278110698460" name="3"></a>"</span></b></span><a href="http://www.blogger.com/blogger.g?blogID=4286110278110698460" name="4"></a><span class="apple-style-span"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="background: none repeat scroll 0% 0% white; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; font-size: 10.5pt;">Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my
weaknesses, so that Christ's power may rest on me.</span></b></span></div>
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I have hoped that through him that I will reach the inner sanctuary one day.</div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">(Hebrews 6: 18, 19)- There are these two things, then, that cannot
change and about which God cannot lie. So we who have found safety with him are
greatly encouraged to hold firmly to the hope placed before us. We have this
hope as an anchor for our lives. It is safe and sure, and goes through the
curtain of the heavenly temple into the inner sanctuary.</b></div>
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and even for this life, he has given me numerous blessings and he says, all
things belong to you….</div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">(1 corinthians 3:21,22,23) No one, then should boast about what men can
do. Actually everything belongs to you: paul, Apollos and Peter; this world, life and death, the
present and the future- all these are yours, and you belong to Christ, and
Christ belongs to God.</b></div>
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and with him and his blessing in my life, I have found complete Joy for my
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">(John 15.11- I have told you this so that my joy may be in you and that
your joy may be complete)</b></div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">(John 14.27) peace is what I leave with you; it is my own peace that I
give you. I do not give it as the world does. Do not be worried and upset; do
not be afraid.</b></div>
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– all because of peace in my life, I have reached the closeness and brought
near by the sacrificial death of Jesus Christ.</div>
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far away have been brought near by the sacrificial death of Christ.) </b></div>
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and all because I have in my life, I have received salvation through him which
I can receive from no-where.</div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">(Hebrew 5.9) But, even if we speak like this, dear friends, we feel
sure about you. We know that u have better blessings that belongs to your
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to the promises-</u></b> And he is such
god, who doesn’t only say ‘yes’ to the promises, but he has fulfilled them, and
said ‘Amen’ to all of them. Because he is the god, who forgives and forgets our
sin but never forgets his promises and covenants that he has given from the
beginning.</div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">2: Corinthians 1.20- For it is he who is “yes” to all God’s promises.
This is why through Jesus Christ our “Amen” is said to the glory of God.</b></div>
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Hi all...</div>
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This story is the part of my long story "Love is in the air" and part of my upcoming proposed novel, "In Search of Destiny". Due to some technical problem, its finishing is delayed and i expect to finish it till December 2012.</div>
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This book is Especially concentrated in the youth vision and the motivation where a boy finds motivation and inspiration through one of his best friend and he begins to work for revolution..</div>
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But yeah, the first part of the story is especially nothing more than love story and same here.. </div>
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This one is love story....</div>
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But actually story on book will differ from this one...</div>
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Be free to comment or mail me on sghmre@hotmail.com</div>
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Regards..</div>
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here goes the story...</div>
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<em><strong>Story-~~</strong></em></div>
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<em><strong>An illogical circuit gate in physics lab ~~</strong></em></div>
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<em><strong>(fiction story)</strong></em></div>
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<em><strong></strong></em>Mathematics is my love and from the moment of class 10, I dreamed of having PhD in mathematics. So to get this superlative dream fulfilled, pursuing graduation in mathematics was a next step which I had to cover. In first year of graduation as this journey, topics like mechanics and electronics would give such hurdles, I was aware of it, but these moments would have been so memorable, I hardly guessed it. For somebody very poor in physics like me, integration and derivatives of hilarious equation was often distracting me from the physics book as a pole of magnet would repel its similar pole. First year Bsc was definitely an exciting stage where I found numerous friend on my college and I loved being with them on their time of necessity, but along with my friends, I felt as if here is my destiny waiting for me to take the highest summit of all time.</div>
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Life will never be the same again. For what I was pleasured of, in my first year Bsc, I may not be able to forget it for eternity. Perhaps After my graduation, I am not sure if I shall be even remembering the Newton first law of motion, but because of physics, I have found something here which I can never forget, nor shall be willing to forget for rest of my life. the forgettable moment linked with the logical circuit gate looked like it was written to happen <em><strong>“to be written by some permanent markers” </strong></em>forcefully in corner of my heart despite I never wanted this particular story to get it published in front of world.</div>
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After the end of teacher’s strike in our University, practical classes for physics laboratory was kicked off. We were supposed to oscillate there every Wednesday and Thursday. Although physics theory was indigestible by me, its practical were never boring because I loved being there. Moreover I had started loving atmosphere of physics because of unlimited fun we had shared when handling resistance box and digital-meter. With new friends around me, I had found myself really happy and frankly saying, I was happy to find myself happy after such a long interval. This looked like the pain I got earlier from my life was just negligible in front of these joyous moment.</div>
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In this crowd of book muggers and class bunkers, there was someone whose presence had spread fragrance all over laboratory room. That could be another reason why I am recently in love with my physics manuals and apparatus, definitely! Since the first day I attained practical, my heart had unusual beating as if someone as very close neighbor of my heart is just beneath me. I classified her in group of princess with no second thought. In front of her, although my lips was always tight, I recognized her realistic presence in my life from the very day, almost deciding of getting my kingdom surrendered to this beautiful stranger. I would have definitely not minded if world would have nicknamed her as Hitler II, just to act myself as laser beam that could be the continuous source of propagation of happiness and success in her life and in her love. Don’t know why I was in hurried to do this, but the every time I asked this question myself, I was answered <strong>“not to be worried suraj”.</strong></div>
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For somebody like me failing regularly in the subject of beauty and stylish, Describing her beauty was never a cup of my tea. But it was just a dominance of this stranger in my mind and heart, which had short-circuited my entire knowledge of outer world and whether that be day or night, my thought used to be deviated to remember her asking myself again, <strong>“what can be the purpose of this black beauty coming to my life”?</strong></div>
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Yes, black beauty because she was the one who used to be decorated most of time in black dresses. Either that be a modern dress of top and jeans, or classical dress, in every appearance, she was undoubtedly an angel for me. Because of this, I can confidently say that “black must be her favorite color”. Like a super-romantic Hindi movie her partially colored brown hair used to blow in wind, leaving me with another question, “<strong>is she really actress of my life for whom I am waiting for so long?”</strong></div>
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These types of debate were always running in my life, and so the time until that day once again in physics lab……..</div>
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I was enjoying my physics practical on the day of Thursday. Our group was supposed to evaluate De-Morgan’s theorem in circuit gate. Soon, I happened to see the same girl whose outlook had disturbed me from last five months. This time it was some unusual magnetic force that was making me to see her and only her. Along with this logic gate, I was trying to find out what is really connection with this girl which is making me think her again and again? She had already noticed my starring, but giving no care what can be the result, I was only and only looking at her as if I have valuable assignments to submit in no time today, giving no interest in physics practical result.</div>
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Every time I have found her near my surrounding, I had a reason to smile which often twinkled my face just like a fully charged capacitor. Perhaps there was no such link as of two logic gate, between Anamika, ‘<strong>girl of my life</strong>’ and this stranger, still I have been finding Anamika in her since the first day I happened to saw her. Recently, I have not talked with any of these two girls, but keeping them in my heart was just a joyous.</div>
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Yeah, her appearance often and often reminded me about anamika. But in the eye of that girl whose name I never knew till today, I was trying to find myself just because she was sitting 5 meters far from me. With ambition of knowing her name, I starting checking attendance file in physics practical room. 3 girls in her group, I know the name of other two. I tried to apply few logics and then found her name:<strong>Nisha, Vandana and Neha! This means, the sweet name I am trying to know is “Neha”! </strong></div>
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It was really stupid of me to see her continuously for 90 minutes, isn’t it? Whatever is, I felt like finding some logical connection between Neha and Anamika! Life happy again! Hurray…</div>
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I always feel like writing for my anamika, and in this moment the poem might not be better, still love to dedicate it for her…</div>
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<strong>“You are my friend, the one who was with me in every nightmare</strong></div>
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<strong>You are my love, one who had taught me start loving myself</strong></div>
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<strong>You are my passion, and the one who had made me realize my ambition</strong></div>
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<strong>You are my destiny, the one who have shown the way to my destination"</strong></div>
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<strong>Like an angel, I still loved you, keeping you in my mind and soul</strong></div>
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<strong>Although you are now not with me, I never stopped planning my life with you</strong></div>
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<strong>You hardly replied me in these occasions; still I often interacted with you</strong></div>
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<strong>Missing you was painful, non-resistible; still I am happy on missing you</strong></div>
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Being eager to know more about Neha, I recalled her past activities in college function. Physics was her passion and she want to go with physics in Third year Bsc. <em>On the way of analyzing her, I got a great shock because her hobbies of dancing and painting, the same as anamika had! My god, similar outlook, comparatively same voice, similar color hair, style of walking, style of talking everything matching, I can accept this as co-incidence</em>. But hobbies too! Even twin may not have all this similarity in them. This time I badly missed anamikai and her last few words, “<em><strong>suraj, I am never going away from your life; instead I shall always be roaming around you from here after onwards. Yeah, you might need me and you might be missing me, and in case you happen to doubt about your importance in my life, to prove that I was really in love with you, I shall be for you and I shall be in front of you every time you open your internal heart to see me. Every time you analyze the surrounding, you shall be finding some link with them on me, I shall be always there to inspire you and to take you towards your destiny… whatever may be the cost, and I will never let you be alone…”</strong></em></div>
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Yes dear, the thing is something like this…</div>
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<strong>Whenever I want myself to stop missing you, I look at the world...</strong></div>
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<strong>but it takes no longer when I start feeling your appearance in those people whom I had already seen so much before too...</strong></div>
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<strong>some people hair are similar like of yours,</strong></div>
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<strong>some people voices are similar like of yours,</strong></div>
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<strong>some have similar nose, some similar lips..</strong></div>
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<strong>everywhere, every place, whenever I see you, then I feel like you being in front of me....</strong></div>
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<strong>whenever I try to forget u, u are always in my mind .......</strong></div>
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<strong>this makes u special and this makes me feel that yes, I am fallen in true love with you and I have accepted u as my true and best friend..</strong>.....</div>
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I wish I could share all of these to Neha… I wish I could show her presence in my life. I wish she understand it all very soon. But modern age girl like her will think it just as “method of flirting” and however I shall try convincing her, she will never believe me.</div>
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In matter of conversation, I might had silenced many examiner in the time of viva, but this time it was black beauty who had sealed my leaps and that is why I never had a single conversation or nor even I dared to smile in front of her. Whenever she used to pass nearby me, for the moment, my heart would stop beating for a while and many times I had lost on her twinkling lips... Yeah, I wish I could share all this to her, but as an individual and as a youth, I have my own responsibility and I too had a very special promise given to somebody of reaching the destination on time.</div>
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I believed on praying, but till that day <strong>I didn’t asked Neha even a single time with my lord. </strong>And I too had decided not to ask her for me ever again. Because I know, for somebody like Neha, spending life with me, it will be a truly difficult…</div>
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Then a time came where I didn’t found Neha in the entire college for full seven days… First day, I thought Neha had bunked the college, second day I thought she must be busy, third day I thought maybe she is out of station but from fourth day onwards I started getting worried. I worried if her health is really fine or not! I was praying with my god for her safe health, but still I never requested in my praying ”<strong>Neha as my girl friend in my life</strong>.” I just wanted to know her health status, but whom should I ask about her!</div>
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Truly saying, her voice had irritated me lot, but this time I was dying to listen from her. I used to run far away every time she used to pass through my way, but this time I was missing her so much. I hate myself on loving her but I used to love to love her lot.</div>
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Finally I was happy to see this black beauty once again in college canteen in eight day. I had missed her so badly in these eight day that I just wanted to sit in front of her and talk, talk and talk. But I was not successful again, because I never wanted her to get a single hint of my one sided love towards her. <strong>I thanked my almighty for making her safe and took a long breath of relief.</strong></div>
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Once again in physics lab, it was a time of demonstration and skill experiment, I found her. This time it was a brownish color classical dress, Shining Black polished finger’s nail, silver color of sandal had added beauty in the physics lab.</div>
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From the discussion group of girls in physics lab, I got to know that few of them were invited by Neha. Although I was not among the invited people, I was desperate to find out what is the celebration about. From one of my very close friend, I found she was sharing that happiness on the occasion of her Engagement ceremony which she recently had…, I got to know that “<em><strong>her engagement was held just before few days ago</strong></em>” a great shock! Yes, she had a beautiful diamond ring worn in her finger and it was the first time I had seen in her hand which confirmed that she has entered into the new phase of life…</div>
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Though before day I never had any hope of getting her in my life, I felt like a<strong>nother biggest dream has been rejected by proprietor of Destiny Enterprises.</strong> My mind was paralyzed, letting me think no any else, but only and only her. I imagined what could I have done for that girl. Definitely, I regretted for not keeping the wishes of getting her in my praying. Although my love for that girl was never so serious, I got scared of coming future.</div>
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For the sake of her company, this time I was even ready to forget my love towards mathematics to be with her in senior lab of physics till third year. Not only theoretical portion, I would have recited up entire practical data, just to spread smile in her life. I asked myself, would time favor me if I had expressed my feelings for her much earlier? I hadn’t expressed all these perhaps because of high chance of getting denied. Moreover, Aakriti was always in my mind who had sacrificed herself just to let me find my destination. I was not ready to regret those moments of starring at Neha, still it looked like I had lots of question to ask with Creator of heaven. <strong>“Moments we lost can never be restored and it’s the law of nature” </strong>and I know I must accept this condition.</div>
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I finally realized that the circuit link I found in physics lab was just an illogical circuit which had no any valid connection. However and whatever we may try of linking any two different moments of our life, the final call has to be made by destiny itself. And not the least, we miss something special on our life just after we realized, they can never be ours.</div>
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Regarding Neha, I shall try not exposing all these with you till my last breath, but because your presence disturbs me so much, I just wish , we never meet again…..</div>
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Days will pass, and night may rule here,</div>
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But love for you will never dry because of fear</div>
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You were with me, and shall always be for ever</div>
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I promise, will never be created here any drops of tear</div>
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I just wish you be always happy and you always smile</div>
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All the best for your rest of life….</div>
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And, may my god keep you always happy, my praying are always there for you…</div>
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And don’t worry Neha, I shall never let myself suffer because of you, instead, I am more determined to reach my aim and touch the summit, I shall too be smiling, smiling forever and ever and the thing I can definitely promise, I shall never be able to forget you………..</div>
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Regards, with love from this stranger…</div>
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</div>Suraj Ghimirehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10612081115861416870noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4286110278110698460.post-7532131791404626452011-08-22T16:58:00.000+05:302011-08-22T17:02:40.338+05:30~~love leads us towards perfection~~<p><strong>(well, before starting this article, let me first state:-</strong></p><p><strong>the given article is just an imaginary and a complete fiction. I wanted to write on this issue from quite early time and hence when i began to write it few days ago, i found writing it in the form of first person was easier... So i have written as if it is my self story... Writing after almost two months, any suggestions and comments are welcome..)</strong></p><p> </p><p> </p><p><span class=""><img class="photo_img img" src="http://photos.cc.fbcdn.net/hphotos-cc-snc7/313445_2048388205646_1122681340_32021966_8072881_n.jpg" alt="" /><span class="caption"></span></span></p><p> </p><p><span style="font-size:180%;"><span class="fbUnderline"><em><strong>~~love leads us towards perfection~~</strong></em></span></span></p><p><span class="fbUnderline"><em><strong></strong></em></span></p><p>He had already attended his last lecture among us and as he is supposed to leave mumbai the other day for his college, we took a group photo among the friends. Just the span of months and he had been close with most of us in our group. His ‘Bindaas’ mind, friendly attitude had won heart of few of us in class but there was someone who had taken away his heart…!!!! May be he had considered her as girl of his dream or the girl of his type.</p><p> </p><p><strong>Before I came to know his story (Earlier), I used to think this myth had happened with myself only . While attending same class, found a girl too beautiful, felt like seeing her again and again, a day and another day, falling in love with her <em>(not aware how and since when)</em>, she start coming in dream <em>(never knowing by whose permission)</em>, then feeling like talking with her (<em>but always failed to do so)</em>, loved her presence in surrounding (though heart beats too much and getting afraid of things that might happen further) and always felt like expressing <em>(without knowing the correct time and not thinking about consequences of thereafter).</em></strong></p><p> </p><p>And then….!!! Rejection, A big NO NO NO NO….!!!! those ignorance might had came in the form of silence, still they keep echoing, in our life, not for a single moment but in the every other days that keep coming. And many of the times, things being completely out of control… Sometime feeling like, ‘had I knew all these would happen, I would have turned my way the every-time I meet her’</p><p> </p><p><strong>Whenever I go on to flashback my college life, I get these moments at the top of anything. Odd reactions from the people who loved and care me, some motivations and few inspirations were all that guided me to bring another fresh day in my life and finally their effort succeed in bringing my life back to track today, not empty hand, but with the vast knowledge of self-realization and meaning of true love, still with the enormous respect to that sweet pie.</strong></p><p> </p><p><em>“So will you be coming back in Diwali vacation?” I asked him.</em></p><p><em>“Might be, I wish to meet all of you again”</em></p><p><em>“All of you…..? does this all of you consists someone very very special too? Hmmm Hmmm?”</em></p><p><em>“NO yaar… only you friends” he replied with little shyness.</em></p><p><em>“Do you think you will be able to see her ever again?”</em></p><p><em>“may not be, I too wish I wont be disturbing her again. But Life is full of uncertainty and we never know what things might happened tomorrow”</em></p><p><em>Ahh… his answer reminded me of the time when one of my college friend had asked me, “Do you think you will be able to see her even again after college?’ and I had answered similarly.</em></p><p><em> </em></p><p>Along with few other conversation, we reached bus depot. Wishing him good bye and all the best, I boarded bus for my place as he moved towards his home. After I got a place to seat in bus, I gave a moment of thought to his relations and started comparing with the one I possessed two years ago in my college life, both as one sided love…</p><p> </p><p><em>He was 6 feet tall, fair enough, undoubtedly good looking, romantic enough and talented one too… They had similarity in context to regionalism and carried no linguistic differences too. if such proposals can be turned down, then i never had any chance of acceptance (that was what I usually used to think), not only because of my simple and unromantic look but also the various aspects of differences that we carried among each other and sometime even thanking God that I never had courage to express her my thoughts directly or formally.</em></p><p> </p><p>Like I was in the support of his love, and like my friends were in the support of my one sided love, I am sure there will be many people, always in support of their friends and his love(despite not knowing the correct scenario and sometime even after knowing their own friend has committed a mistake) . A guy falls in the love with a girl. Sometime he manages to propose or sometime he may not be able to communicate properly. Then rejection might come in the form of either silence or ignorance. His friends thinks he loves that girl so much and she should had understand him. Somebody comments that girl as “selfish, egoistic girl with hell of attitude…” and many more comments, without knowing what was on the other side of heart… without knowing what actually made her do so, without knowing was she comfortable in doing all these?</p><p> </p><p><em><strong>In those last two years, since I first saw her in my college life, I had always observed her as a very sensitive girl. When ever I went depth to her those smiles, I found they reflecting purity of her heart. When ever I saw tears in those eyes, they had not only pains carried, but also innocence of her heart t. With time I realized, regards to my thoughts I had expressed, those silence existed in her just because they were meant to happen. She ignored my ‘call’, not because of her characteristics, but may be, or surely, we were never meant to be for each other in the book of destiny.</strong></em></p><p> </p><p> For those who don’t believe on the unseen words of destiny, they must try to find themselves in their failure relationship. If we cant reunion our relation, we shouldn’t search right of blaming the other. Might be, the other partner is also in the severe pain because of separation. May be, they will also need plenty of time to forget all these then why do we lament so deep as if we are the only having heart and why do we react as if God has given the every pain to only us?</p><p> </p><p>If fell in love with someone, I should understand it was never her fault. i can never blame her for her silence. She has her own world, she has her own set of rules. Despite all these, she showed her presence in my life and I should thank God for sending her in my life because those moments taught me more about my life, my love and my world.</p><p> </p><p>Happy be the world… Keep loving but never misunderstand the people you have ever loved… Don’t think you ever loved the wrong person, but may be loving that person was the way to lead you towards the perfection in life, knowledge and of course, perfection in love….</p><p> </p><p>I am sure, some one day when you will wake up and find a wonderful and complete morning which you had ever dreamed, you will understand, today you are happy just because those happening of past as they were more than memorable…!!!</p><p> </p><p>God bless all of us…!!!</p>Suraj Ghimirehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10612081115861416870noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4286110278110698460.post-13537766865647061422011-07-10T18:40:00.001+05:302011-07-10T18:44:40.291+05:30~~Love... Friendship.... 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Some are stamped as glorious moments of our life. Some of them remain as friend, some remain as strangers..... Another strange of life we find is that though sometime being very good friend, some people remain as strangers and among the crowd of those real strangers, some get settled in our life as a closest friend of our life....</p> <p style="font-style: italic;" class="MsoNoSpacing"> </p> <p style="font-style: italic;" class="MsoNoSpacing">It is not necessary that both party should share the same bond within each other because friendship or love is never about the business agreements or the final analysis of the yearly statement, because what we all share in friendship and love is the relation of emotions... We all may not be able to be in touch with all of our circles every day, the link of telepathy may not be existing with the every alternate people we share "hi...." but again we can't ignore the fact, we sometime cry in state of pain, though it may not have occurred within us, and we can laugh with our open heart even though happiness of someone is no way related in far and far with us... not virtue of only humanity, not for the sake of dignity, but may be because of these wonderful relation of emotions, love and friendship...!!!!</p> <p style="font-style: italic;" class="MsoNoSpacing"> </p> <p style="font-style: italic;" class="MsoNoSpacing">But the relation of love and friendship has never been the cake walk. Sometime, somewhere, the receiver or the giver mixes this pure solution with impurities and the most wonderful grace that mankind has ever received gets turned into biggest disaster of world. There has been always the discussion about criteria of what type of people deserves love and our friendship and who don’t?</p> <p style="font-style: italic;" class="MsoNoSpacing"> </p> <p style="font-style: italic;" class="MsoNoSpacing">All those theories of one contradicts with the other, but theology states, “even though we were sinners, god loved us and he has always been loving us whatever the form or state we are…!!! Then how can we human limit radius of these emotional relations? How can we judge the people without knowing their circumstances?</p> <p style="font-style: italic;" class="MsoNoSpacing"><br /></p><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" style="font-style: italic;" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi2QamyKtcGF403UDHcV_ZG2IZXTxlUWJLPnHNNKrtOpoNGkbloMDJFw4mfxek_EC6zayigNOEcWVsTmckOZ5Jcaq2rNj4qu4eCybLaqKJMGoYw2z-MMZ50IkkBB2JTAORbsWfPciWP7EFl/s1600/133410.JPG"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi2QamyKtcGF403UDHcV_ZG2IZXTxlUWJLPnHNNKrtOpoNGkbloMDJFw4mfxek_EC6zayigNOEcWVsTmckOZ5Jcaq2rNj4qu4eCybLaqKJMGoYw2z-MMZ50IkkBB2JTAORbsWfPciWP7EFl/s400/133410.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5627711009771328354" border="0" /></a> <p style="font-style: italic;" class="MsoNoSpacing">Someone loves us unconditionally; this doesn't mean we keep ignoring them. Someone loves us with no expectation; this doesn't mean we take them for granted. Few of the things occur in our life just for a reason, and might vanish unexplained sometime, but again, we should realize those instances are not the one we facing them for the last time…..</p> <p style="font-style: italic;" class="MsoNoSpacing"> </p> <p style="font-style: italic;" class="MsoNoSpacing">A friend will be happy if we keep them in our prayers, rather than we keep saying "I miss you and so on....." Sometime the biggest care also goes unexpressed as relation of mother and child no need of expression. May be sometime people need to know that they are being cared and loved, not because expression is everything…. It’s because that someone can also be the part of your life on the way you’ve decorated them. Sometime we make the fun of some people’s presence, sometime we take them for granted and sometime we never try to understand them…. But again, we must know sometime the biggest and biggest mountain can stumble and that relation may not be waiting you always….</p> <p style="font-style: italic;" class="MsoNoSpacing"> </p> <p style="font-style: italic;" class="MsoNoSpacing">Life is sometime tougher, sometime the toughest</p> <p style="font-style: italic;" class="MsoNoSpacing">But with small caring of someone, we can find the way simpler…</p> <p style="font-style: italic;" class="MsoNoSpacing">Yeah, one will find enough happiness in this life, but sometime, for a mistake whole life will be short enough to regret among self for those silly things…</p> <p style="font-style: italic;" class="MsoNoSpacing"> </p> <p style="font-style: italic;" class="MsoNoSpacing">Don’t wait for the time to improve the relation.</p> <p style="font-style: italic;" class="MsoNoSpacing">Don’t wait for the correct date to thank your loving people, who knows, if we will really be able to express in that time…!!!!</p> <p style="font-style: italic;" class="MsoNoSpacing"> So this post is dedicated to every of my friends for making my life worth-living. Thanks for your stand by and your motivation which has been inspiration for me…</p> <p style="font-style: italic;" class="MsoNoSpacing"> To every of my friend whom I am in touch with,</p> <p style="font-style: italic;" class="MsoNoSpacing">To every of those people who hold specialty in my life</p> <p style="font-style: italic;" class="MsoNoSpacing">To every of them for whom I hold special place,</p> <p style="font-style: italic;" class="MsoNoSpacing"> </p> <p style="font-style: italic;" class="MsoNoSpacing">I just want to say, “for whatever we share among each other, it has just left me speechless…..</p> <p style="font-style: italic;" class="MsoNoSpacing"> </p> <p style="font-style: italic;" class="MsoNoSpacing">My god be with you always….</p> <p style="font-style: italic;" class="MsoNoSpacing">Love </p> <p style="font-style: italic;" class="MsoNoSpacing">Regards</p> <p style="font-style: italic;" class="MsoNoSpacing">Suraj</p>Suraj Ghimirehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10612081115861416870noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4286110278110698460.post-80765463301923395792011-07-04T15:58:00.000+05:302011-07-04T16:01:45.618+05:30~*Just a Story*~loved this one,<br />got it from net..<br />so keeping it here.......<br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);font-size:180%;" ><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">just a story</span></span><br /><h6 class="uiStreamMessage" ft="{"type":1}"><span class="messageBody" ft="{"type":3}">boy- i missed u at school 2day, y weren't u there?<br /><br />girl- yeah, i had to go to the doctor.<br /><br />boy- oh realy? y?<br />......<br />girl- oh nothin, annual shots, thats all.<br /><br />boy- oh<br /><br />girl- so wht did we do in math 2day?<br /><br />boy- u didnt miss ne thing that great.......just lots of notes<br /><br />girl- ok good<br /><br />boy- yeah<br /><br />girl- hey i have a question......<br /><br />boy- ok, ask away<br /><br />girl-........how much do u love me?<br /><br />boy- u kno i love u more than anything<br /><br />girl- yeah.....<br /><br />boy- y did u ask?<br /><br /><span>girl-................>silence<</span><wbr> ..........<br /><br />boy- is something wrong?<br /><br />girl- no nothing at all<br /><br />boy- good.<br /><br />girl- ..............how much do u care about me?<br /><br />boy- i would give u the world in a heartbeat if i could.<br /><br />girl- u would?<br /><br />boy- yeah.........of course i would >sounding worried< is there something wrong??<br /><br />girl- no, everythings fine......<br /><br />boy- are u sure?<br /><br />girl- yeah.<br /><br />boy- ok.......i hope so.<br /><br />girl- ..............would u die for me?<br /><br />boy- i would take a bullet for u anyday, hun<br /><br />girl- realy?<br /><br />boy- anyday. now seriously, is there something wrong???<br /><br />girl- no im fine, ur fine, we're fine, everyones fine.<br /><br />boy- ............ok<br /><br /><span>girl-......................wel</span><wbr>l i have to go ill c u 2morrow at school.<br /><br />boy- alright, bye. I LOVE YOU.<br /><br />girl- yeah, i love u 2, bye.<br /><br />THE NEXT DAY AT SCHOOL:<br /><br />boy- hey, have u seen my g/f 2day?<br /><br />friend- no<br /><br />boy- oh.<br /><br />friend- she wasnt here yesterday either.<br /><br />boy- i know, she was acting all wierd on the phone last nite.<br /><br />friend- well dude u kno how gurls are sumtimes<br /><br />boy- yeah........but not her.<br /><br />friend- idk wht else 2 say, man.<br /><br />boy- k well i gotta get 2 english, ill c ya after school.<br /><br />friend- yeah i gotta get to science, ttyl.<br /><br />THAT NIGHT:<br /><br />-ring-<br /><br />-ring-<br /><br />-ring-<br /><br />-ring-<br /><br />girl- hello?<br /><br />boy- hey<br /><br />girl- oh, hi.<br /><br />boy- y weren't u at school 2day?<br /><br />girl- uh.......i had another doctor appointment.<br /><br />boy- are u sick?<br /><br />girl- ..................um i have 2 go, my mom's callin on my other line.<br /><br />boy- ill wait.<br /><br />girl- it may take a while, ill call u later.<br /><br />boy-........alright, i love u hun.<br /><br />very long pause<<br /><br />girl- (with tear in her eye) look, i think we should break up.<br /><br />boy- what???<br /><br />girl- its the best thing for us right now.<br /><br />boy- y????<br /><br />girl- i love u.<br /><br />click<<br /><br />THE GIRL DOESNT COME TO SCHOOL FOR 3 MORE WEEKS, AND DOESNT ANSWER HER PHONE.<br /><br />boy- hey dude<br /><br />friend- hey<br /><br />boy- whats up<br /><br />friend- nothin, hey have u talked 2 ur ex lately?<br /><br />boy- no<br /><br />friend- so u didnt hear?<br /><br />boy- hear what?<br /><br />friend- um idk if i should be the one to tell u......<br /><br />boy- dude, wtf tell me<br /><br />friend- uh....call this number....433-555-3468<br /><br />boy- ok............<br /><br />BOY CALLS NUMBER AFTER SCHOOL<br /><br />-ring-<br /><br />-ring-<br /><br />-ring-<br /><br />voice- hello, suppam county hospital, this is nurse beckam.<br /><br />boy- uh.......i must have the wrong number, im looking for my friend.<br /><br />voice- what is her name, sir?<br /><br />(boy gives info)<br /><br />voice- yes, this is the right number, she is one of our patients here.<br /><br />boy- rele? y? what happened??? how is she???<br /><br />voice- her room number is ..646, in building A, suite 3.<br /><br />boy- WHT HAPPENED??!!!!<br /><br />voice- plz come by sir and you can see her, goodbye.<br /><br />boy- WAIT! NO!<br /><br />*dial tone*<br /><br />BOY GOES TO HOSPITAL, AND TO ROOM ..646, BUILDING A, SUITE 3. GIRL IS LYING IN THE HOSPITAL BED.<br /><br />boy- omg are u ok??<br /><br />girl- ..................<br /><br />boy- sweetie!! talk to me!!<br /><br />girl- i..........<br /><br />boy- u what?? U WHAT???<br /><br />girl- i have cancer and im on life support<br /><br />boy- .....................>breaks into tears< ......................<br /><br />girl- they're taking me off 2night<br /><br />boy- y??<br /><br />girl- i wanted 2 tell u but i couldnt<br /><br />boy- y didnt u tell me????<br /><br />girl- i didnt want 2 hurt u.<br /><br />boy- u could never hurt me<br /><br />girl- i just wanted 2 c if u felt bout me as the same i felt bout u.<br /><br />boy- ?<br /><br />girl- i love u more than anything, i would give u the world in a heartbeat. i would die for you and take a bullet for you.<br /><br />boy- ...........<br /><br />girl- dont be sad, i love u n ill always be here w/u<br /><br />boy- then y'd u break up w/me?<br /><br />nurse- young man, visiting hours are over.<br /><br />BOY LEAVES, GIRL IS TAKEN OFF LIFE SUPPORT, AND DIES.<br /><br />but wht the boy didn't kno is that the girl only asked him those questions so she could hear him say it one last time, and she only broke up w/him because she knew she only had 3 more weeks to live, and thought it would cause him less pain and give him time to get over her before she died.<br /><br />NEXT DAY<br /><br />the boy is found dead with a gun in his hand..with a note in the other...<br /><br />THE NOTE SAID:i told her i would take a bullet for her....just like she said she<br />would die for me...</span></h6><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">For other my own creation, visit other articles of blog....</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">thanks ..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">regards</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">suraj</span>Suraj Ghimirehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10612081115861416870noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4286110278110698460.post-50929706752119448922011-07-03T23:02:00.000+05:302011-07-03T23:03:28.359+05:30~~Beauty, that I found on you~~<p><br /></p><p>One day, one of my College friend questioned me, "You love her so much that we all know, what do you see such extra-ordinary in her that you feel no one can replace her place in your life?</p><p>one day if she asks you to tell the reason behind your love, what you will reply her?"</p><p> </p><p>I replied my that friend as:</p><p>The day she asks me such, i will reply;</p><p> </p><p><em><strong>"Beauty was not only that what I found on you,</strong></em></p><p><em><strong>But it was something that I experienced on myself</strong></em></p><p><em><strong>Something I realized in my life, through your presence</strong></em></p><p><em><strong>And life started to smile, recalling you, you and only you!!"</strong></em></p><p> </p><p> </p><p>What is the real beauty you can experience from someone in your life? you love that person, you care for them and you feel he/she is need of your life. Will meaning of beauty be the same even after that?</p><p>Here is my take,poem I've written</p><p>Dedicated to that special person of my life,</p><p>confessing, the every time i found u in my life, I have found beauty in my life...</p><p> </p><p><img style="width: 450px; height: 300px;" class="img" src="http://photos-h.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc6/261233_1951085773146_1122681340_31902257_7556020_a.jpg" alt="" /></p><p> </p><p><strong>~~Beauty, that I found on you~~</strong></p><p> </p><p><em>One day, I fell in love; I fell in love with someone,</em></p><p><em>That someone as my friend, more than best friend</em></p><p><em>Her smile, her voice, her look; all standing for beauty,</em></p><p><em>Also her PRESENCE, as beauty I had never found earlier,</em></p><p> </p><p><em>My search for love halted, coz I found her in my way;</em></p><p><em>I got her in my dream, my thoughts and in my life,</em></p><p><em>As my love, as someone, I was waiting since ages...</em></p><p><em>And beauty remained in my heart, to be my heart</em></p><p> </p><p><em>It gave me the moments to smile, with the serenity</em></p><p><em>Reason to breathe, to live for someone, till eternity</em></p><p><em>That beauty touched me, to show essence of life</em></p><p><em>Love is for me, my time and my aim, beauty in my life</em></p><p> </p><p><em>Your presence and I found that beauty, as more than help;</em></p><p><em>Beauty of nature, Beauty of renovation, Beauty in self;</em></p><p><em>The one which I surely can’t find among rest of globe</em></p><p><em>Thirst for success, focus on goal, bcoz presence of yours.</em></p><p> </p><p><em>The beauty of your presence, the one matters me today most,</em></p><p><em>Because, they existed in every surrounding, even at my worst;</em></p><p><em>I love you, for every beauty I found within me, since your arrival</em></p><p><em>My Prayer, Beauty be with you too, will be with you, till my survival</em></p><p> </p><p> </p><p>~~Love you always~~</p>Suraj Ghimirehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10612081115861416870noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4286110278110698460.post-48723849875415144502011-06-20T16:58:00.001+05:302011-06-20T17:08:32.635+05:30Visit slc result 2067Hi Friends,<br />Slc result, board of Government of Nepal for the year 2068 will be published on 20th June 2011<br /><br />The results can be viewed on the website<br /><br /><a href="www.soce.gov.np">www.soce.gov.np</a><br /><br />and<br /><br /><a href="http://lifeofkaran.blogspot.com/2011/06/www.slc.ntc.np">www.slc.ntc.np</a><br /><br />Wish you all the best to all...<br /><br />Regards<br /><br />(visit my other article, you might enjoy it)Suraj Ghimirehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10612081115861416870noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4286110278110698460.post-10469135038940714252011-06-09T23:26:00.000+05:302011-06-09T23:30:13.798+05:30Beautiful horizon after rain!!!Beautiful horizon after rain, beautiful click of beach...<br />(my self click)<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjUgC0WSInaCFuN2p1z_vJ3U0tu94iJHbyW0w6hqeBQSdeZ880YsLCcvumHWmDScGWYJ-l1Kir8AC-raSfOBJTgVq9w70BbP_ip9T7dj1izp6zG-qkHIWHdU4rm9AVGIgSuo_FFynGaIkjw/s1600/DSC00085.JPG"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 509px; height: 406px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjUgC0WSInaCFuN2p1z_vJ3U0tu94iJHbyW0w6hqeBQSdeZ880YsLCcvumHWmDScGWYJ-l1Kir8AC-raSfOBJTgVq9w70BbP_ip9T7dj1izp6zG-qkHIWHdU4rm9AVGIgSuo_FFynGaIkjw/s400/DSC00085.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5616280683207557490" border="0" /></a><br />Nature is always beautiful!!!!Suraj Ghimirehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10612081115861416870noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4286110278110698460.post-21213967978413538542011-06-05T18:26:00.002+05:302011-06-05T18:31:41.942+05:30~~That Pain~~<!--[if gte mso 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font-family:"Calibri","sans-serif"; mso-ascii-font-family:Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font:minor-latin; mso-hansi-font-family:Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font:minor-latin;} </style> <![endif]--> <p class="MsoNoSpacing">After more than a year, I finally could write a poem (I call this as poem, but may not be Poem in Reality). </p> <p class="MsoNoSpacing">Thanks to my God for helping me with this poem!!!</p> <p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span style=""> </span></p><p class="MsoNoSpacing"><br />You might have noticed a pain within you, and may be, your understanding could have lead to identify the limit of tough phase your love might be carrying. We ourselves and within our confidence, we can resolve the every big obstacles. But for the little pain your love carries within them, they isolate their-selves or go out of your life, just to avoid hurting you.... </p> <p class="MsoNoSpacing"> </p> <p class="MsoNoSpacing">Can any pain be greater than this?</p> <p class="MsoNoSpacing"><br />I am unable to describe this situation properly, but yeah, Here I am penning a topic something close of my heart which I wanted to sketch from long ago...!!!</p><p class="MsoNoSpacing"><br /></p><p class="MsoNoSpacing"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiSJzEgetgjW7OWsXOrzHcc0-QMYI3a2Fn1fCVvKRC_yIaoGDuPgbz7__ZHAwjhJmOQlVJ35p4l6iyVvBJ7jDuGQ0n3HFjfd6StzyTC-jlm9lSuflOyVdZc8z6x1KT_oHQs0FLJExJmGsBt/s1600/that+pain.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 338px; height: 300px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiSJzEgetgjW7OWsXOrzHcc0-QMYI3a2Fn1fCVvKRC_yIaoGDuPgbz7__ZHAwjhJmOQlVJ35p4l6iyVvBJ7jDuGQ0n3HFjfd6StzyTC-jlm9lSuflOyVdZc8z6x1KT_oHQs0FLJExJmGsBt/s320/that+pain.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5614719670187223250" border="0" /></a></p> <p class="MsoNoSpacing"> </p> <p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span style="font-size:100%;"></span></p><br />~~THAT PAIN~~<br /><br />On those moments, when you were with frustration and pain<br />And throwing me outside, you had asked me to leave the train;<br />Staying in an isolated room, when you ignored my every call,<br />My dear, with paranoid, that was time I got so much concerned.<br /><br />Believe me; I just stayed outside that room, waiting for your move<br />To hold your hands, in my arms for the other time to hug and love;<br />Anxious on myself, for door to be opened, I waited for so long<br />Dreaming only you, missing only you, I recalled our favorite song.<br /><br />Even after those all, I promise, I shall always be within you there<br />Say me sweetheart, obstacles occurred can’t be cleared together?<br />My love, life hurts. Still, believe me, we will overcome very future<br />All know, Love can heal everything, can’t we walk being together?<br /><br />Whatever be the time, however they be, we will sail every hurdles<br />Keep faith on your trust; new morning will soon come for both of us;<br />Your ignorance during those pains, that’s all I can never resist, never<br />My prayers for you, My Joy on to you, God bless be with us, forever.<br /><br />*********************************** <p class="MsoNoSpacing">P.S. Yeah, Your smiles bring joy to me, sufficient enough to forget out all of my pain, but, my sweetheart, pain through any of your moment, I truly can't resist them. And for my inability to be physically with you during your pain, they have hurt me lot...</p> <p class="MsoNoSpacing">My presence might not swallow all your pain, because it should be you who should conquer all of these hurdles, still, don’t let me be stranger in this journey!!!</p> <p class="MsoNoSpacing"><br />I know, there are many people in your life who can be with you during your pain. I know my god is with you to keep you safe. It assures me, you will fulfill your every dream, some day soon, but still, it doesn't give me satisfaction because your smiles means lot to me and your tears, that is what it makes me unresisting...<br />Keep smiling,</p> <p class="MsoNoSpacing"><br />Love<br />Suraj</p> <p class="MsoNoSpacing"> </p>Suraj Ghimirehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10612081115861416870noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4286110278110698460.post-83662283096480683412011-05-02T14:39:00.000+05:302011-05-14T23:39:35.089+05:30~~The departure && the Beginning~~<p><span class=" fbUnderline"><em><strong>~~The departure and the beginning~~</strong></em></span></p><p> </p><p><em><strong>“You are so late? You know na, today I need to hurry for my exams”</strong></em></p><p> </p><p><em><strong>“Yeah I know”</strong></em> she said</p><p> </p><p>She was always beautiful, but don’t know why I felt, today her beauty was in the best I have ever seen.</p><p>Still, there was something hidden with this most beautiful girl of my life. She was trying to smile but she couldn’t. And I could notice, the pain she is carrying today, it was not like as I had seen before. This shouldn’t be of pain on body part and I am sure, till this morning, she didn’t have fever. My heart wanted to be clarified that nothing such has happened with her and I was waiting to hear from her, I wanted to be with the moments.</p><p> </p><div class="photo photo_none"><div class="photo_img"><img onload="var img = this; onloadRegister(function() { adjustImage(img); });" style="width: 459px; height: 276px;" class="img_loading img" src="http://a3.sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc6/217093_1787557565043_1122681340_31747114_1331106_n.jpg" /></div></div><p> </p><p><em><strong>“We should depart now, time to go” </strong></em>she was trying to explain for something which she will never mean it.</p><p> </p><p><strong>“Yeah, we shall after ten minutes…</strong> but let’s have coffee please”</p><p> </p><p>This time she really was trying to make me understand about something, yet those words, might be they wanted to remain as unspoken. She gave a deep breath and said, <em><strong>“Please try to understand me, situation is never like of before and its better we break up here!!!”</strong></em></p><p> </p><p>Yeah, situation never remained as of before, not even as like of ten minutes earlier. I wished it is just a bad joke, but I was again sure, this was something serious because even in unconscious, her heart will never deliver such painful phrases. I gave a deep look to her eye, hidden inside it was the enormous quake she recently experienced in her life, may be just few hours ago. I wanted to ask her, to get it shared, but alas, I couldn’t. Because, not any of the time earlier, I had a need to say those words, “you can share it with me” nor I ever said, “Are you hiding anything from me?” every time she had something, I was the first one she used to get it shared. She not only accepted me for what I am, but she was the one who made me belief. The belief of happening of miracles, coz, getting her was the biggest miracle I had experienced in my life a year ago.</p><p> </p><p>For all of those her trust, she never and never took a single promise from me. She had faith on me, that too from the very beginning of our relationship and she never doubted on me. I know, even today she doesn’t have any doubt on me but my sensibility, which had doctrine in understanding her silence, had itself got blank today, unaware about the situation that had really made them occur.</p><p> </p><p>I couldn’t even show my emotions here, because on the other side of table, tears were dropping at rapidness from her eye. For many of the unsaid words, I couldn’t ask her the reason behind this decision, because had it been sharable, she would have shared it herself.</p><p> </p><p>Not only the situation, it looked climate too have started to change. The sun, coming towards the central sky was unable to give that glow within her. My surrounding was getting darker and for those future plans we carried together seemed fading, in search of existence…</p><p> </p><p>Even today she was with the silence on most of the time and those silence revealed, she is with the greatest pain of her life, it should really be the pain of departure… I again couldn’t ask what the real pressure was behind this decision, but however managed to ask, <strong>“can this decision be reconsidered?”</strong></p><p> </p><p><em><strong>"No Suraj, it’s the final one, my parents are badly against this relation and for further you can understand every other remaining situation."</strong></em></p><p> </p><p>Yes, I do. I can understand. I too have understood her love towards me and that to her family. Earlier, Many instances where she had to choose just one had arrived but she tackled all of them very carefully. And giving consolation to me, sometime leaning on my arm, and sometime keeping my hand as her pillow, she used to have rest and short sleep. After she used to get up, she had repeatedly said, she had a very beautiful dream and she wants them to be fulfilled very soon. She never shared what those dreams were, but from her glowing lips, I could realize, those happiness was meant for both of us.</p><p> </p><p>Is it that some tremendous pressure had made her to come today with this decision?</p><p> </p><p><strong>“Will you ever be able to forget me?</strong>”</p><p> </p><p>Silly me, I regretted myself for asking this question. How could I? Hadn’t I realized the truth? Her numerous attempts to correct my dance steps, she holding my hands in every situation, the way she mentioned me in her life, and not the least, sweetness of those exciting kisses we shared, they reviled, I am integral part of her life, unforgettable till the eternity.</p><p> </p><p>With my question, she showed the hesitation. Perhaps she was reminded the flashback of our love life, but she also had an assurance; her love will understand the complexity she is facing now.</p><p> </p><p>Looking at her watch, she said, “<strong><em>I am getting late; please try to forget me…”</em></strong></p><p> </p><p>Don’t know if for the last time, I seriously wanted to hug her, but I didn’t. I touched her cheeks softly by both of my hand and kissing her forehead, I said, <strong>“I’ll be praying for you always”</strong></p><p> </p><p>She rubbed her tears, and she stood up heading to go away. I once again repeated, <strong>“Sweet heart, I shall miss you lot”.</strong></p><p> </p><p>Finally she had the small bunch of smile, but again, yet with the silent and tears, she got my hands hold with her and said, <em><strong>“take care of your health, have proper food and yeah, I wish we can meet again in the next life.”</strong></em></p><p> </p><div class="photo photo_none"><div class="photo_img"><img onload="var img = this; onloadRegister(function() { adjustImage(img); });" style="width: 424px; height: 525px;" class="img_loading img" src="http://a7.sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-ash4/225524_1787564845225_1122681340_31747135_8227038_n.jpg" /></div></div><p> </p><p>To give her last laugh from my side, I replied,<strong> “na, it won’t be possible”</strong></p><p> </p><p><em><strong>“Why?”</strong></em></p><p> </p><p><strong>“Because, as a christian, I believe only on two lives, one with the body and other one as life after God’s arrival.”</strong></p><p> </p><p>Time passing was being like the nightmares and I knew, they were not a dream. But with the hope, one day everything can be restored again, I again said, <strong>“I’ll be waiting for you always, and I am confident enough, you will come back very soon…”</strong></p><p> </p><p>“<em><strong>I wish I could, but sorry, I can’t… My Departure from your life will hurt you for some days, but again, one day, time will heal every pain. God will be with you and I am sure, he has some special plan for you. I pray, the beginning is yet to occur in your life. Beginning of the new phase, new time and your new days where someone else will hold the place you have allotted for me, and with the smile, you will say her, “my life would have been incomplete had you not arrived for me”</strong></em></p><p> </p><p><strong>“And you, what about you then?”</strong></p><p> </p><p><em><strong>“Me? Hmmm… Looking at your mails, post cards and gift, I shall think, why didn’t I threw it earlier?”</strong></em> With the consoling smile, she said,<em><strong> “life needs to go on, and I too need to go….”</strong></em></p><p> </p><p>She started to walk. She walked faster than me. I wish she could turn back for once, but she didn’t.</p><p> </p><p>Physics exam was horrible. Bernoulli’s theorem had gone blank and even the Newton’s third law of motion, others were forgettable. Next two days were painful. I cried and cried, hoping God will send her back again, but he didn’t.</p><p> </p><p><em>But as she had proposed, a new phase had already begun. I tried sketching my tears, they were painful, but volatile one. What remained was my passion to write, and they remained with me as my hobbies. A new life was experienced then; then I could realize her departure was just God’s plan, for something to begin in my life.</em></p><p> </p><p>I experienced another miracle as I passed my physics exam. How did I passed, it is still a mystery for me!</p><p> </p><p>Two years has passed by then, she never turned back, but sometime, only on dreams, she never stopped coming for me. It was a painful to be away from someone whom we loved so much, but I again recall, life was never easier for her too, because as a girl and as a true partner, I can understand how sensitive and loving she was…</p><p> </p><p>Even if my greetings and gifts are already thrown today, I hope you will be with the same smile as you had some day in your life.</p><p> </p><p>Dear Friends, it is too hard to accept the realities of departure and the beginning, but believe me, Those wonderful moments of your life was just an another plan by almighty to give you eternal happiness and to let you reach your success…</p><p> </p><p><span class=" fbUnderline"><strong>Lastly, my beloved love, wherever you are, God be with you always…</strong></span></p><p><span class=" fbUnderline"><strong>And I believe, you are too settled with the new beginning in your life…</strong></span></p><div class="photo photo_none"><div class="photo_img"><img onload="var img = this; onloadRegister(function() { adjustImage(img); });" style="width: 476px; height: 298px;" class="img_loading img" src="http://a8.sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc6/227919_1787561845150_1122681340_31747131_5320995_n.jpg" /><br /><br />Comments always welcome!!!<br /></div></div>Suraj Ghimirehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10612081115861416870noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4286110278110698460.post-37329952686976683742011-03-22T11:15:00.000+05:302011-03-22T11:20:58.790+05:30~~Love is still in the air~~<div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"><span style="font-size:180%;">~~Love is still in the air~~<br /></span></div><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; color: rgb(153, 51, 153);">Time was changing and I wanted to adopt this change. I wanted to dream and I wanted to achieve a lot of unachievable goals of realistic dream in my life. On every moment, I lost, I used to make myself more determined to climb the summit I have ever even imagined to reach.</span><br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; color: rgb(153, 51, 153);">This time it looked like I lost everything. My ever cool mind had started asking many questions of why, why and why? But even in this tensed moment, my heart never stopped dreaming. Unachievable dream leads to instability and high curiosity in life; I could realize it once again because this time things were completely different.</span><br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; color: rgb(153, 51, 153);">Neha, Neha and Neha… although my mind was assured of not getting this beautiful black beauty in my life, the other part of my body had not stopped showing its unusual characteristics when she used to rise in my surrounding. She was engaged, my heart knew it and even my mind. Still I had not stopped praying for her. Still, she has not stopped coming in my dreams, not only to be my inspiration but with claim “she will be the same who shall be with me in coming future.”</span><br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; color: rgb(153, 51, 153);">Even in this unusual closeness, I was very very far from heart of my beautiful princess. Trying to be lost inside her angelic eye was my recent hobby, but at the same time among the mass and among her again, I had to react that she is not more than a stranger for me. I was afraid to talk to her; I was forced to hide my smile in front of her. I wanted to be her friend at least, but sometime I feel if whether we are destined to be stranger forever and for eternity!</span><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; color: rgb(153, 51, 153);">It was Friday. We used to have only 3 lectures. Today I wanted to know the truth behind her relationship status, promising myself that if she is engaged I will never be on her way, and if not, I shall try speaking to her as soon as possible and will try gifting her some bunch of smile for what she means to me! Still the other part of my heart assures my mind, whatever be the result I shall be praying for her always.</span><br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; color: rgb(153, 51, 153);">Asking question of engagement to Neha herself was not the correct way for many unsaid reason, so I decided asking one of her close friend. After my lecture period got over, I went outside college building and sat under the tree where students used to wait for their friends. I needed to wait 50 more minutes to get answer to my question if Neha is really engaged? To predict the answer, I sometime used to toss the coin as head or tail, always praying the outcome to be “she is not engaged”. At the time, the toss used to predict “she is still single” my heart used to get a huge relief, and I remember I had tried it repeatedly to increase the satisfaction. Sometimes even going to next question, “will I get her in my life?” “Will I be able to talk with her tomorrow?” and many more unanswered question. Sometime the outcome of toss used to be pinching my heart and to make result in my favor, I used to extend the toss game as “best of 3”, “best of 5” “best of 7” and so on, until the result used to support that it’s my day today. I even plucked out the petals of the flowers with count “she is engaged… she is not… she is... Not… she is … she is not...” and so on….</span><br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; color: rgb(153, 51, 153);">Perhaps these all were showing that the seed of love which was planted before 6 months has been enrooted to the every corner of my heart.</span><br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; color: rgb(153, 51, 153);">The duration of 50 minutes was never so long earlier as it was on that day. I was trying to sort out the reliable name that I could ask this question, but the very next minute I felt I was in Coma! With well fitted brown top and light brown jeans, lady of my heart was coming out of the college gate. Physical distance between two of us was decreasing at a rapid pace, and as usual for me, the whole surroundings had gone blank. I could see no one except her. Fairness of her skin was unruffled by the sun heat. The shining untied brown hair was one of the best features I felt she had. She always used to match her ear ring, her nail polish and even sandal with her dress. At a few occasions, I have always observed the different colorful shades of lipstick she applied, else her lips frequently had shining mirage covered with transparent lip gloss and in every form of her dressing, and she was beyond compare. To match her brown dressing, today she had brown lipstick bounded by the black liner. Even her ear ring, her belt and her leather sandal too! They all were brown. Of course, for these wonderful dress up I definitely won’t re-name her as “brown beauty” or something else.</span><br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; color: rgb(153, 51, 153);">Just few meter away from me, she stopped to wait for her friends. She gave me a look and in no time turned towards the gate. Perhaps as for me, her mind might have got few questions about me like, “isn’t this the same moron who was staring at me in physics lab?”, or may be “why on the earth is he standing here?” or maybe she may be with the thought, “had I seen this guy somewhere?” or ... or maybe she was lost in her heart with her favorite regional song! I tried to open my mouth, but my inability to talk in front of her was just like a dumb person who has lost his voice since the birth.</span><br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; color: rgb(153, 51, 153);">I should at least said “hello” but even to be ensured that this procedure is not wrong; it took me a lot of time. Finally when I decided to say a few words, her friend Nisha came out of the college building repeatedly saying “sorry”. Neha pointed finger towards the watch on her hand, perhaps she was expressing uneasiness on her being late. This time I couldn’t talk to her but from my inner heart, I definitely thanked Nisha for being late. They hurriedly went away, and I could only say “turn back once Neha…” which only my heart could hear. To test if my love is true and if my heart has connection with her hearts I repeatedly murmured, “please turn back once…” but she never did… and perhaps it was the today’s answer, “till today, destiny has no plans of connecting two of our hearts together”</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; color: rgb(153, 51, 153);">Soon one of her closer class mate Gaurab came out of gate. Though Neha and I had a lot of mutual friends, Gaurab was the only one with whom I had shared some moments of my life too! So this time without thinking twice, I decided to get the answer of my curiosity from him. But again! To what degree shall I turn the question so that he may not have any question in his mind which I never want to answer, in fact I never want my one sided crush to get exposed among people!</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; color: rgb(153, 51, 153);">Gaurab saw me sitting below the tree, and I greeted him “hi”. He came towards me. For the formality, I asked him about his study. His answer was, “it’s going fine, but need some extra luck for exam”. I wished him good luck. He wanted to know why I was sitting below the tree. I replied “waiting for a friend, but I don’t know if he will really come”. Gaurab used to go his home by train, so I asked him, are you going towards station? He replied “yes”. As even my destination was also the station, we started walking together…</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; color: rgb(153, 51, 153);">Neha had the subject combination of Physics, chemistry and Mathematics. They were in “A” division while we were settled in B division. One of the special qualities of “A” division students was their unity and they had a very strong group. Don’t know if it was the chemistry bonding lecture effect which had made their bonding stronger. Their group had participated in every function of college curriculum activities. I continued the talk with Gaurab, “so u people are enjoying the college life? Anything special there?”</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; color: rgb(153, 51, 153);">He replied: “No, as final exams are fast approaching we are busy finalizing practical journals and assignments”</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; color: rgb(153, 51, 153);">“Still first year of college will definitely be a memorable one for you, isn’t it?”</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; color: rgb(153, 51, 153);">“Yeah, quite memorable, few lectures, few bunking, few parties and many things, we had been enjoying it to our fullest…”</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; color: rgb(153, 51, 153);">Parties! Well, now I got some hint to ask. So being curious to find my answer, I asked him, “oh yeah, recently I heard you people were partying one of yours friend’s post engagement celebration? Is it so?”</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; color: rgb(153, 51, 153);">This time with a surprise on his face, he asked me, “but how did you knew about this?”</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; color: rgb(153, 51, 153);">This unexpected reply of Gaurab almost de-oxidized my blood, this means the information of her engagement must be a true and my heart started visualizing my attendance of her marriage which might be occuring in few years. My world seemed like quaked with higher rector scale and I was searching for an emergency exit when Gaurab re-framed the question, “who told you about Neha’s engagement?”</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; color: rgb(153, 51, 153);">I answered, “We have physics practical on a same day in same laboratory so her friends were discussing about her post-engagement party in practical lab itself, I got to know it from their discussion.”</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; color: rgb(153, 51, 153);">On our way to the station, I normally used to have Chinese bhel, but this time I wanted to eat nothing. Within a few seconds we passed Chinese bhel wala, there comes sugarcane juice shop. Gaurab offered me juice. Although I was not a fan of sugarcane juice, I didn’t reject his offer and we each had a glass of sugar-cane juice. His answer had made two of us silent for few minutes until he again restarted the conversation.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; color: rgb(153, 51, 153);">“Last month, Neha was absent in the college for about one week, only few of us knew why she was absent and no one else in the class knew about it, so the rumor of her engagement got spread in the whole class”</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; color: rgb(153, 51, 153);">Gaurab’s few last words brought some interest in me and I began talking as if the sugarcane juice has invoked some calories and instant energy in my body. His word “rumor” was vividly explaining everything, still trying to talk less, I replied him, “rumor! Means?”</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; color: rgb(153, 51, 153);">“Actually it was her brother’s marriage and when she was absent, someone spread the rumor that she is getting married, this trend continued until she herself clarified it. As her birthday treat was pending she threw the party, she invited few of us to her house on weekend.”</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"> This means the toss of coin was speaking the truth, this means may be she will accept me as her friend in my life and of course I wanted nothing more than this. Those confirmation words of Gaurab gave me infinite joy and excitement and my heart had already started singing beautiful song, it asking my body to dance though according to me I am the worst dancer and worst singer in entire world…</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; color: rgb(153, 51, 153);">Soon we reached the platform and at the same time train to his Ambernath arrived in platform number 1. In a hurry, Gaurab shook hands, wishing good bye and he boarded his train. 30 seconds later, my train arrived in the opposite platform where I boarded in my usual compartment. Although first class compartment is almost vacant at this hour, I didn’t sit anywhere as I was not tired today and perhaps I wanted to experience the blow of the speeding wind. Cool breeze of air was getting reflected through my face hoping this air will make her realize “she is one whom my mind remembers the whole day and my heart architects the time spent with her. At the same time, my eyes are asking me to dream for the upcoming days and she being with me in those wonderful moments in that dream home. As per my promise which I had made to myself thatI will definitely talk to her the next day because interacting with this sweet pie has been the recent ambition of my life and more than about the planning of examination, I was concentrating on what else I need to do to be her friend because I wanted to be her friend and never wanted to lose her then onwards. Yeah, being friends with someone was not a great job at all, but I had hidden love for Neha, I too had tremendous respect for this beautiful girl of my life and the same respect for her had stopped me from talking to her, not once, not twice but umpteen number of time because I had an unanswered question, “Am I eligible to be a friend of this angel whose charm had softened each and every heart of the college?” This time, story of my life looked so simple, yet very complicated. People might ignore to accept what all is happening to me, yet my heart is a testimony of all, it’s realistic and it is the truth of my life. From the stage of place where my chat history with Neha is blank, I am finding love is still in the air, with match on balance and I know I should capitalize my luck. Don’t know how I shall be doing this, but if not done early, may be someone will come and I’ll be catch-out and sent out of the pavilion.</span><br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; color: rgb(153, 51, 153);">~~Love is still in the air~~</span><br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; color: rgb(153, 51, 153);">Thanks to my Lord for being with me throughout.</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);">To be continued-----</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);">(Friends, i will post the remaining part very soon, keep visiting..!!)</span>Suraj Ghimirehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10612081115861416870noreply@blogger.com0